So I changed my mind again. No, not that I changed my mind, they changed my mind. I really did decided to ignore what I hear and be carefree for once in my life and love you with all my heart. But, I'm not that brave, I don't have the courage to be hated by everyone just because of someone else. I wish you were someone that everyone wants to be friend with, really really. It pains me so much to let go, pains me so much to make a decision that hurts either of us. But, I don't want you to fall deeper, and makes it harder to let go. I'm no good for you at all, you could have just took their advises and your heart will be saved. I'm sorry, and i know sorry doesn't cure anymore. I'm selfish, too selfish to only think of myself but not your feelings. But deep down in my heart, you know I will always remember you and ours. I have fallen deeply already, I can't go against gravity.