Don't, who am I for you to trust? No, I was never worth your trust. My love is just a lie, remember? I loved you, but it was too little to be mentioned compared to yours. Too little that I feel ashamed of posting this. I know sorry doesn't cure, nothing will possibly cure you. I have terrible commitment issues, I can't seem to fix myself too. I'm sorry, I really am. But is not that you can't live without me isn't? Look at how they completed your life? Look at what J is doing for you? I'm sure you are healed, you will be healed. You can get up, and proved me wrong that you are stronger than what I thought. Please dear, please prove me wrong. I'm the demon who came here to tell you how a girl can really break u into pieces. But I'm also going to be the one who teach you how to get over something or someone who's ain't worth your tears. The memories will burn you, so you must leave them behind; my phone number will haunt you, so you shouldnt dial them again; my face will only blur your vision, so dont let it go on your mind. Me, I am suppose to be vanished from your life. I must be.
I'm selfish. So damn fucking selfish. For nothing.
