I did, I did like you, I did think that you are what i'm looking for, but just when i was about to settle down for you, you did it again. Being like a control freak again, and again. You said you wouldnt be the same if we were together, but the fact is, I dont even wanna be with you, knowing that you will always try all your best to butt in in whatever I do. I know it ain't right for a girl who has a boyfriend to flirt, but look, talking aint flirting, but whoever I talk to is consider as my "target" to you. Yea I know I have a bad record, but it doesn't mean that I want to have every guy i talk to. Get that right, before you even tell me how much you "love" me. Before we really began to walk into each other's life, you seemed so much like the right one for me. Everything that I've been waiting for, everything i wished to have, but when we really dedicate ourselves for each other, that's when I realize that it was just an illusion. again. I'm not right for anyone, and no one can be right for me anymore. I have not achieve octet electron arrangement prepare myself for another time of heartbreak. Even if im pretty sure i won't be the one feeling hurt this time, I don't wanna take the risk, and I don't wanna be with someone who can't make me feel the same as he did. No i will never reach for the second best, even if the best has turned against me and found his best. I feel sorry for you have fallen for another heartbreak, but It's better that I end this before we both fall too deeply into a trap.