You got me so confused again. Standing here on the edge of falling, not falling back into your arms, but falling all out of love, all out of you. I thought we were meant to be. I thought I made the right decision to come back for you. I thought, I thought. So many " i thought". Why must you force me to the edge like this? Why do you always want things to be in your way? And when I make a small mistake, you zoom in to it and make me feel bad. Honestly, I hate that. I hate it when you try to control my life. Stopping me from talking to every guy on earth, getting jealous of me talking to females, blaming me for spending not enough time with you. I hate all these, I really do. I want us to work out too, I want us to last as long as possible, but I can't cope with someone like that. Who always blame me for anything I do. Yes you are sweet, but I'm not looking for a sweet guy, im looking for someone whom I can rely on. But you don't make me feel like settling down at all. I don't know what's the future is like, but i will do nothing to change it.