So there you are back on a mission of taking away all the things I have again. I don't remember when was the last time we really sat down peacefully and talk without any interruption, but im sure, that was way longer than forever. Look, you were the one who requested to make out, and so, you will have to know the consequences and be responssibled of it if anyone finds out. But instead, you blame it all on me. Saying that I was the one lying all along about me and him. But no, I rejected you politely and told you that I have something on with him, clearly. There you are repeating the past to me again, telling me how much of a liar i am and how you hate me till now. I don't give no shit about that, my dear. And threatening me about how you are gonna hurt yourself wouldn't help too. A wave of sympathy did blew over my face, but look, your family problems are not caused of me, nothing to do with me at all in fact. And you are not the only one with such family problems so please don't use that as an excuse for every single thing you do. I loved you not because of who you are now.

Ps: God, please save him, show him your light, guide him the way home, and make him a better person that lives with no hatred.